The Right Decision

...It was a tough one.

But I'm transferring to Twin Falls High School next year.

Transferring is the only way I can stay in Jive, and honestly, Jive is like the one thing that I honestly enjoy at school.  But transferring is really tough.  Especially since it's my senior year.  There's non turning back now.  The transfer papers are in, and arena registration is complete.

I'm leaving my friends.

The familiarity.

The bright environment.

But I get to keep Jive.

...although I barely know anyone.

And the school is not nearly as open and bright as Canyon Ridge.

I'll still see my Riverhawk friends.  I know I will, but it will still be sad not graduating with them.

I always start to cry when I think about the decision I made. :'(

...But then I think about if I had chosen to stay...

And I would have cried about that too.

...Sometimes neither choice is easy.

More positive sides to going to Twin are.. I get the same teachers that my siblings had.  And they are great teachers!  And I'll get to meet a lot of new people. (Hopefully they'll accept me.)  That's what I'm the most nervous about.  This year in my chemistry class at TFHS (the class I have 6th period before Chamber Singers and Jive) no one even ever talks to me other than Sunny (who is in Jive with me) and occasionally one of her friends.  Everyone I know says "Oh! You're so outgoing!  You'll make so many new friends!"  ...But I honestly have doubts, because it seems like they don't like me.

But I'm so grateful I have fantastic friends in Jive.

I just wish more of them were in my grade.

Emilee and Allison were telling me how they are going

to try their hardest to make me feel welcome.

They say they're going to always say hi to me in the halls.

And sometimes even tackle me.

So I seem like the coolest person ever.

And people will want to be my friend.

They are so great. :D

What did I do to deserve such great friends?!

I feel like next year is going to be very bittersweet.