That Annoying Moment...

When you stay up until two in the morning finishing your Calculus homework.  For once.  Because you never finish it, and decided that if you actually want to pass the class you should probably do it.  And you start your English paper afterwards.  But then think "Oh my.  It's two in the morning.  Why the heck am I writing an English paper?"  And decided to go to bed instead.  And then in the morning you get to Calculus to find out that the majority of the rest of the class didn't do their assignment, so she gives everyone an extra day.  And in your second period class you madly type your English paper, but only get half done, and email your English teacher what you have.  And then she thinks you sent the email after class, after you have listened to the class discussion. (Which you so totally didn't do!!!!)  And you're just really mad because you try hard but can't do everything up to par.  And you'll never survive college.  If you even get that far.

But on the plus side... You've been listening to Les Miserables music almost constantly since last night. And when you're not listening to it, it's playing in your head. :)  There's always a reason to be happy. :D

Ultra-Rage

So... there's this boy... ;)


Hahaha! The wink was to throw you off.  Did it?  Did you think I was going to talk about mushy-gushy stuff?  Or did the raging title give it away?  Well, whatever.  I do not like this kid.  I mean, he's okay as a person... I guess... maybe.  But he's kinda mean to me.  And he thinks he's the smartest person in the world.  But yeah.

I can usually stand him.  In fact, I might even consider him my friend (disregarding my annoyance at him).  But this week he was awful.  I swear it was like, rage on Zack week.  Oops, I said his name.  Now you know who it is.  But whatever.  He's in my 2nd, 3rd, 4th, and 6th period classes.  It's like he follows me everywhere.  And every time he would open his mouth this week I just wanted to punch him.  Especially since he kept saying "I'll beat you up."  I wanted to punch him just to prove to him that he couldn't beat me up.  I would win.  But I restrained myself.

But inside I was raging at him all week long.
So I made a rage page.
It's my new way to release anger.
It works quite well!
It just takes time.
Which is good.
Because it occupies my anger for a long period of time.

In case you can't tell... all the little words say "RAGE" or "rage."

I must have written rage over 1000 times.

But hey! It worked. :)